April 2010
“So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never...”
– Charlie(The Perks of Being a Wallflower)
4/25/10
I swear shes teasing me and confusing me.
I don’t know what she wants out of me half the time.
Girls are like another subject in school. Something I don’t pay attention to and then when it comes down to the exam I don’t know shit.
I’m looking for my DS, i have a game i need to finish that i forgot about.
Been listening to music all day and dancing. Ended up twisting my...
im gonna save a life one day, even if it means i...
spent all day reading. productivity 100%
now its time to feel…infinite.
4/24/10
A lot of strange things have been happening…
Mostly dealing with my friends, their parents etc.
Also apparently everyone knows about her.
They all tease me and ask why don’t I just ask her.
Reading the perks of being a wallflower.
I actually like it…oh dear god.
Now listening to The Smiths too.
“and even if she says no, and really means yes, the quite frankly she’s...”
– perks of being a wallflower
4/20/10
Who wants a fag?
Anywho. Today was a bad day. I got a 91 on my math test. I wanted that 100 so bad. I’m so angry though for it. It’s a good grade. But it should of been a 100. All because I didn’t put x= or y= on somethings I got knocked off 9 points.
I got to drive on delivery too. Met the customer I met a couple months back that was nice to me and tipped well. We talked again...
Inspiration
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-CbpZr45rso&feature=player_embedded
When I saw this, I knew shit just got epic.
4/13/10
Glee is back today :D.
Went searching for the classic gameboy games and found Super Mario Land and beasted it to Level 8 on the first try. To think theres only 4 more stages left. As a kid I thought the levels would go on forever.
I found inspiration to draw a picture listening to random music and thinking. The Depression Of An Indie Movie:Male. Seems good in thought so hopefully it comes out...
i need to go to rehab...
Because I’m coo coo for coco puffs :D
“I need love and christmas presents, because thats all that really matters in...”
4/11/10 again
I learn today. I am ugly. According to my father.
Everything is my fault.
I fuck everything up.
If its messy, its me.
Right now I’m creating goals. I have a few.
Get a job. Go on road trip after senior year to get away. Find an apartment after senior year. Get a car by summer or winter. Double check for gas money. Raise money for college. Get into a college. Graduate being one of the...
4/11/10
Foxy Shazam album came out.
It’s alright. Not too crazy about it. Liked his others better so far.
Hung out with her today. Watched a movie. Still trying to figure out her feelings for me.
Why do girls need to be so confusing?
BAMF
omgfactsofficial:
Theodore Roosevelt was shot and then went on to give a 90 minute speech covered in blood with a bullet lodged in him. The bullet was slowed down by the 50-page speech, which was folded in Roosevelt’s jacket pocket. Unfazed, he gave the speech anyway telling reporters “It takes more than one bullet to bring down a Bull Moose”. Roosevelt later went to the hospital after the...
A new goal.
Write her a song.
Why?
She randomly told me to.
04/04/10
Strange day. Randomly saw friends at the beach that was hour away. Hung out with them instead.
Last day of spring break. Did i procrastinate? Extremely. But its fine. I’ll make up for it.
School tomorrow.
Welcome back hell. 2 months left. Lets do this.
i miss her
that is all
